My normal approach is useless here.

Being one with some degree of knowledge in maths, I found myself discovering a new reality every time I grasp a concept’s true meaning. Not the formal, LaTeX-type idea of meaning, but that one that simplifies the complexity of what goes on around me with just a handful of symbols.
I tested how the curl of a flow works while peeing today and found it to be true. I was amazed by this fact when I suddenly found myself in a bit of a paradox. Less knowledge would’ve helped me to get a better understanding of Green’s Theorem. I found myself begging to be just… silly. Not silly, I am silly and I’m proud of being so. The word is stupid. Big turmoil inside me.
I hid myself in shame at the time. Now I made enough connections around that thought that I got to embrace it in ways that have really nothing to do with Green’s Theorem. Being stupid is the way, sometimes, to better understanding.